why not? we're rotting corpses anyway.
'i'm alive. even if it's difficult to continue on, every pain i feel makes me alive. everything i do, everything i like, everyone i meet, every emotion i feel. im a person. i feel pain and im alive! i will keep feeling pain, and keep living,' you say.
how can you say that? what's the point of living if we are just going to continue suffering? i don't want to live like this. despair consumes me.
'there is more to life than despair.'

or

'i want to give in too. i want to die.'